take-the-pills

it floats on the wind, torn a lost or cast away reminder will it be missed who is the girl in the picture a love lost? a daughter, lover? someone's love? hate? or favorite mistake? what is she? who is this girl? why did i cast her picture away? Was it all just a lie? and i float on, torn

There is no one here No one to save me from myself Not that it matters Nothing matters anymore Alone, in this house of cards Just the two of me, fighting Tearing away what is left of me Killing the good in me The warn out words flowing through my head These fucking lyrics to the songs which fill my head All these things pushing me Oh god I'd die just to scream And I go silent into the night Staring at the sky as if it could help me I cannot forget what I've done Alone, in a room filled of fools Its not like that know Or if they did they would care The sands of time just wash away I burn through this reality To see a worl

It sets in like the dull knife Stinging clean with all the pain I pushed it all away, and now I see I've lived and I've learnt Everyone I've loved I've hurt No more, forfeit, insane I can't stand it anymore All the pain Wounds filled with dirt All I am is a whore Can't you see me Its not to hard to see Just look and you will The scars I cannot hide All the lies I hide behind See me, I can't show you Manic moments Falling short of everything I feel Lust and love Loneliness and loathing All these words repeating in my mind Screaming all the pain away Flowing from me Coming back in waves Everything that i believed is fa

I don't want to be alone tonight I don't think I'm safe tonight I don't want to be alone tonight With no one here to hold me tight No one here to tell me it's all right With no one watching over me I just might take my life tonight I shouldn't be alone tonight But she isn't here again When she comes home In my body will my soul reside? Who will save me from myself? When no one is here to take the knife I don't want to end my life tonight Though I maybe dying tonight I would rather be crying But as the night envelopes And my darkness enshrouds Drag the blade across my skin It is only a little sin The crimson tears flow I d